Thursday, August 27, 2009

An epic fail game: Empire Total war

I got a game Empire Total war because of recommendation. Rush back to install and wash up in between. Thinking that the game update will be done within 20minutes. Was pretty stun that the update is at 0% when the dl speed is at 155kb/sec.

Went to try playing single mode in offline mode. Cannot access the game and it is a must for the game to be updated before you can play the game. Was terribly disappointed in it. This is the first time I got frustrated over a game. Is like I pay for this game and yet I cannot play because the game must be connected online and that fucking 2gb of update to finish with just a 155kb/sec dl speed.

I went to sleep from 7pm plus and wake up at 1am plus to realize the download is only 10%. Horrified by such a happening, I went to forum and check it out to see there anyway I could bypass the update. I see alot of negative comments from players and it seen I am like buying a beta game or a game that is for the sake of monetary gain and not for sake of players. It make me feel like I being conned in someway. Installing and playing the game was another thing.

Alot of crashes in the game was being sound and judging from what people in the forum talk about. I feel so disappointed to waste my money on such a game even though I like RTS very much.

I dun care whose the developer but these people are thinking with their butt not their brain. Why cant I play a game that is not updated?? Cant I play while the game is dling the update? It really boil to tell them straight in their face, ; Hey fuckface!! Are you playing dumb to be a developer or a noob that trying use us as a guinea pig for your coming release Napo Empire?'

Checked out the wiki and wonder the rated review given. Seriously it is being highly overrated when there are so many people complaining about game crash, not working, cant play issues.

8hours of dling the update now and is only 20%. You know what I`m feeling now? Eating the whole game in my stomach

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

NAFA Graduates wider career opportunties

Source: Here

Well, I`m looking forward 2013!!

Monday, August 24, 2009

Da jie 21th birthday









Finally I got the time to blog about my Da jie 21th birthday which happen on the 13th August. During my secondary school day, I get to know her through some friend and she is younger than me. A very nice gal and is like one day while playing basketball, my school pant just spilt apart. My Mum during that time was kind of ^#%&^$(*&@( which I feel so O_O||. It`s ok if you dont get what I`m trying to say.

So I approach for her help since Guo xiong pant was being sewn by her. She straight accept to help me and within a few days. My pant was being sewn back. From that moment onward, she become my Da jie. It been 5 years I guess. As usual, we didnt really contact much because we are alway busy and she is busier than me. This is the first time I attend her birthday party which make me so excited!

It was fun and I get to meet quite alot of schoolmates during that night. I still believe my secondary school days are the best of my life! =D

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Dream lost in the rain...

One thing to say

After several weeks... I get to know something.

I`m gaining more weight than ever!!

Freak!!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Application unsuccessful

Was feeling abit empty when I see an application for being a wedding photographer wasnt successful. I visit the main website again and I just realize that I am much more happier if I never got a position in that company.

I`m not trying to derate a photography company but compared to locals works. That is not professional enough.

A website that is meant for international client should NOT consist of many photos of that specific event. There is alway just a few best photos instead, less is more after all. Secondly, the works wasnt fantastic at all. I am surprise by the award it achieve.

I saw the link that welcome me to attend a course with a cert. How credible is the cert and how will it help? More doubts just get in. I dont like the experience of being e-mailed that the interview will be 1 hour when instead it is only 5 fucking minutes. I`m no joke and the interview give me creep. I dont like the owner too, he hiding something anyway.

I work as a part time PA and comparing the current company I`m working and that company. Seriously, I feel like telling the owner to judge his quality of work before telling other. Photography is not just about theory but people can see for themselves.


I feel like telling him. If you get me one D3, 12-24mm, 24-70mm, 85mm, 2 sb 800, 3 strobe, 3 umbrella, one car, one driver cum assistant. My work for that day can pawn your work.

I`m not trying to boost or something. Alot of people who had such equipment can also pawned him.

I`m still in learning stage because I`m aiming for commercial ad and not some simple wedding event to work for the rest of my life. I`m a designer and I know how to see quality even I`m lazy to produce.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Estimation of my life

2009 - 2012 ( 3 yrs )

- Finish NS
- Finish a certain margin of self improvment
- Stabilizing my foundation in creative field

2012 - 2014 ( 3 yrs )

- Having a career in no less than 5k per month
- Sending my parent to any European countries to have their honeymoon
- Exploring oversea opportunities in career

2014 - 2020 ( 7 yrs )

- Working in Oversea in related creative field
- Exposure of culture difference in different part of the world

2020 onward

- Return to Singapore to open my own company related to creative field


There is no assurance that I could get a good job in oversea. However it was part of my dream to travel to different part of the world to learn and to appreciate. Even I could get one, there is no guarantee that I will return with a good reputation.

Last sat 3am plus. I was sharing my idea with brother. I tell him this, ' our parent never get to have honeymoon ever since we are born. They have sacrifice beyond the duty of being our parent. As their children, I no longer intend to think anything for myself except by trying to lessen their burden in life and actions to let them enjoy living as a human, an elder, a couple and as parent. '

' Through this several years in life, I see relationship nowaday is a very complex way in life that consume alot of energy. Being a fragile person, it is being my hope not to disappoint or hurt the person I love the most. For this reason, I prefer to walk away because I am not capable of giving her happiness.'

' Physical attractive or character attractive both are important and I do not have either. Neither am I able to express myself which by right love started from communication. I see myself single yet carefree though I will worry when I`m getting old but I will be the father of those bros* children. I will love them as what a father will do and guide them the balance of ideal and realistic. '

If I work oversea for years and return. Almost everyone will be married and the girl whom I like will be having kids running around in the living room. I will lost alot of friends too. It will be like starting all over again. From this point onward, I just see myself enjoying singlehood for the rest of my life.

A failure in relationship especially marriage failure not only cause emotional pain but also horrible event in my world.

I love what I am and how I look like. Fat or ugly, it is not our fault. We just have to be kind and thankful for being living in this world. We exist and let our existence be a meaningful one.







Friday, August 14, 2009

Interior Photography







Few weeks ago, I went to help out my friend who design the interior and take photos as part of her portfolio. Was very impressed by her design and it was really awesome. I like the color and atmosphere.

My jaw drop after learning how much the flat cost. All singaporean who are buying their first flat will get a grand* but still. It is way too expensive. Well, I guess. There`s really alot of things for me to learn.

I gonna live in a 3 storey bunglow with a nice front yard for gathering and party!!!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Dare to dream then believe it

Do you have a dream?

You should have one if you haven...

Do you believe in yourself?

If you dont, you find difficulties in your life

Do you have a goal?

You need to have one or you will feel empty and lost in life...

It sound cool yet so practically hard to achieve.

Life isnt a bed of rose. Work for it. Be it be 10 years or even 15 years? All it`s matter is your heart.

<3

Monday, August 10, 2009

Amelia Earhart Mystery solved?


Amelia Earhart
Source link : Here

Records and achievements

  • Woman's world altitude record: 14,000 ft (1922)
  • First woman to fly the Atlantic (1928)
  • Speed records for 100 km (and with 500 lb (230 kg) cargo) (1931)
  • First woman to fly an autogyro (1931)
  • Altitude record for autogyros: 15,000 ft (1931)
  • First person to cross the U.S. in an autogyro (1932)
  • First woman to fly the Atlantic solo (1932)
  • First person to fly the Atlantic twice (1932)
  • First woman to receive the Distinguished Flying Cross (1932)
  • First woman to fly non-stop, coast-to-coast across the U.S. (1933)
  • Woman's speed transcontinental record (1933)
  • First person to fly solo between Honolulu, Hawaii and Oakland, California (1935)
  • First person to fly solo from Los Angeles, California to Mexico City, Mexico (1935)
  • First person to fly solo nonstop from Mexico City, Mexico to Newark, New Jersey (1935)
  • Speed record for east-to-west flight from Oakland, California to Honolulu, Hawaii (1937)[156]

Wow, she is a legend and an icon for the woman. You can view her biography about her here ( Here )

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Some videos to brighten your day!



Must watch the last part. That is call WTF!



Get a good laugh =)



Impressive, it look fun and I can see the planning wasnt easy too.. Cool



That lizard is Taser gun~! It just send him buzzz~!



Start on 1 Minute onward!

The last video is a song that being captivate me for years. The Song was sing by Mari Lijima in 1984. A song that was sing 3 years before I was born. It was a sad song but still it remain as one of the legendary song in anime. =)


Lyric:

Tenshi no enogu
(Angel's Paint)


Tasogare utsusu madobe e to mai oriru
Kirameku soyo kaze suikonde
sora o miru toki

When I look up at the sky,
Breathing in the shining wind that
Lands on the window sash reflecting the twilight,

Kanashii dekigoto ga BURU ni someta kokoro mo
Tenshi no enogu de nurikaeru yo
omoi no mamani

* And my heart the unhappy incidents stained blue
I will repaint with the angel's paint,
Any way I want.

deatta koro wa sora ni sae okogareta
watashi o itsu demo mamotteta
ai ni kizukazu

When we first met, I was even drawn to Space.
Without noticing the love that always protected me,

Sukoshi no aida dake anata ni SAYONARA shitara
I love you
Kono kimochi wa namida ni kawaru de shouka

I said good-bye to you, and
"I love you."
Will this feeling become tears

Hitomi o soraseba subete ga hanarete shimau
itsuka wa eien no hikari watashi o izanau

If I look away, everything will leave me.
The eternal light will sometime invite me.

* Repeat

Friday, August 7, 2009

When it all about relationship part1



I was reading one of my friend blog recently and he type ; "how some people can change partners like changing clothes. I mean really... is the guy really that awesome? or are the girls just whatever? So it brings me down to this, how can a person tell if you're in love, cos love these days are so overrated... what exactly is love? "

Love ( Relationship ) is very different from everyone perspective. There`s no end to this topic.
My dad once told me; " Son, when it`s your it will be. If it isn`t, no matter how many miles you travel. It will be fruitless. When it come, no matter how hard you try to avoid. You cant avoid."

What the hurry of getting a girlfriend if you are not ready? For the sake of getting more experience and level up? Or seriously finding to settle down?

What is love to you? What factors will lead to you to a successful relationship? How to maintain a relationship and keeping it healthy.

Factors I think that is important
- Communication between both parties that cross each other world. It the basic dude!
- Trust, dark secret that they want someone to know and share their burden
- Support, encouragement when things are going down.
- Leadership, leading both to a better future during tough times

Personalities that help
- Expressive , able to express their words well.
- Good sense of humor, laughter is the best medicine in the world.
- Outgoing, traveling to different places to bring new joy and excitment
- Singing, best way to de-stress
- Romantic,
- Creative, expect plenty of surprise with this type of person.
- Honestly, we cheats at time but still it wont be nice though
- Sociable, easy to communicate

For gals,

-Be careful of hot tempered guy. You may ended up being abused~!


I really admired those old couple holding hand in the evening at the park keeping quiet. Ask any Old Folk in their 80+ that what is love to them and what keep their love burning.

Some say, ' A shoulder for me to rest on. ' ' My best friend!. ' ' Someone I want to live with.' ' lifetime partner. ' So many different answer but yet same conclusion, True love dont end!

Love isn`t overrated....it just happen.



Everyone is talking about it, they are looking for someone with that character or personal trait. When in fact, they are just buffing their way out. Oh yes, guys and the ladies do the same. It`s everyone freedom to choose.

Exercise twice a week!! Seriously, if you want to make yourself attractive or least look presentable go for it!!

- Buy better clothes, dont go for brand. Something that suit you that all
- Cut your hair or try new hair style for a fresh look
- Dont do heavy make up


Ways to slim down!
- Drink waters after your dinner if you are feeling hungry. Some digestive biscuit or yoghurt will be good.
- Never have a late dinner. ( 7-8pm ) Your organ need time to digest fully
- Avoid fast food or deep fried food. The oils will be store in your tummy ( for the guys ) and in your butt ( for the gals )
- Never skip your meal. 2-3 meals will be good. Morning is a must, dont ask why. Find yourself and it goes the same for dinner. Skipping lunch is quite alright. I know gals love to skip to get slimmer.


Past experience to share:

1)
I had a friend who told me he only want a gal with good personalities that all and I say I can recommend him a girl who meet his requirement with only one problem. She is sure big!! You know what kind of big* I`m talking about. He instantly switch topic.

2)
I had another who complain why no girl love him. I told him I can get one that can truly love him for the rest of his life. He just need to make sure he wont get suffocated during the night exercise that all. He goes hahahahaha and say dont want.


3)
Few years ago, I visit my friend who just got married to their house warming and she drive me to nearest MRT station after that. ' Why you choose him? ' was my question and it was rather direct question but no offend. I`m a person who like to go straight to point and of course to understand more. Asking in a joking way, she simile and pointed out that appearance doesnt mean everything because at the end of the day, it the beauty beyond the skin. Wrinkle grow and physical change as time fly but not the beauty inside someone.


For ALL THOSE WHO HAVE EYE POWER!! Go library under Non-Friction book, Self improvement type. You will find lot of information about interaction or other you might never heard before. There will be book that teach you how to talk and interact. Dont keep stuff yourself at home!! Internet sure provide plenty of tips too. Use your eye power for a better use!! Like stock , 4D, big sweep better right.... =X

Never ask dead end question ( Question like Have you eaten? And the reply goes, Yup! ) That all....It will be interesting to ask What did you have for lunch? And the reply could be either ' I have chicken rice or I`m going for lunch soon. '

I know you know , most people just shut down their brain when they saw their dream partner. I still recall in my secondary school day I will run away whenever I see the girl I like. It was funny and it was acceptable because of my age. However it will be different if you are an adult, learn to open your mind and try to talk*

Note down and try to remember the first conversation to prepare the next conversation. It will come in handy and people will be impressed that you still remember what they are saying.


Even you talk cock sing song, some gals still appreciate it.



There are people facing this problem. Hang out more with your friends, colleagues and your hobby friends. There are many social networking website. A personal diary will be good to draw people who are interested in your life to know more about you. It take an hour or more to write one but keeping it as a memory enable you to refresh your past.

Some people went clubbing in search of their " YOU ARE THE ONE!! " It happen but it doesnt mean that the only place.~! Singapore is sure a small country but there are millions of people living here. Who know you just hit one while having a meal near your house. It pretty random stuff I have to say.



In short, love/ relationship to me is about responsibility & commitment.

My dear friend, if you happen to read this. I hope you will continue to work hard and be yourself. All the best.

love,

kaizhi









Wednesday, August 5, 2009

徐佳瑩 失落沙洲 劇情

The Story:




MTV Ver:



Any girl who watch this video; cry and save up to 1.5litres of tear water will get a chance to win my heart... =X Oh yea...No deadline too...jk!

I really love this video. Superb depressing....jialat...better go watch some comedy!

HSBC walk! 12th July 2009

Too bad for those photographers who left early. Ayioo..what the rush man...
Me!!~


That hornet stay there very long machiam the head tio stuck... rofl

Nice right? I try to be annoying by keep jumping on it to pester other photographers. XD
o_O||.....
PP01
Back Light ( PP02 )

I like this photo seriously,
Would like to add words in it,
but my english seriously cannot make it.
Oh have you see caterpillar in cocoon?
This is found by Skyimage while trekking back... =D

Ok 1 week ago before this outing, I went out with Hp wandering around for around 8km and for this outing, it around 10km walk. I walk the tree top twice so is like 1.8 km X 2 plus 5.6km from starting point to reach ranger point and then back again... oh... it more than 10km I guess.

I`m the sub organizer of this outing and then I just dump all the work to Jack while I slack at home. =X The theme is Macro shoot and the best part is I dont have Macro len!! Oh well, seriously it aint any fun except the walk look like some kind slimming exercise activity for me.

Was being pulled to walk the treetop twice by Sky they all just as they keep on say NS COMING!! AHHHH!! I TIO FREAKED OUT!! I walk 1st round then they reach the ranger point. Gasp!! Shouldnt walk so fast.... >.<

Sky and Jack teach me about surviving in NS. A kind of leaf that contain like 2grams of water droplet. 0_-|?|?.......they even call it the cb leaf...woa...

Woke up at 6am to rush to Kembangan Mrt to meet Daniel and MJ. Oooo....haven eat breakfast and didnt drink much water either. The walk was really some kind of mental training to me. Settle my breakfast and lunch at north point food court and went back home.

Had a heart to heart session with Daniel during the bus journey. Thx you Daniel, I will be confidence this round. =)

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Not only for Charmaine

Source : Here
Here also
Here too

I believe all Nuffnang Bloggers heard about Charmaine story and a fund is being raised for her. If you done a donation even if it is just an dollar. You had done a wonderful job for giving hope to someone who need it.

However there are still many people out there facing starvation, poverty, disability, disease and discrimination in different parts of the world.

News reporting victims from natural disaster, war, starvation, epidemic and so much are happening almost everyday. It is saddening, we cant stop these things happening anyway. At end of the day, everyone wish for a miracle for salvation.


If you really love the people that live under the great blue sky in this planet. Please spend 5 min praying for those who need a miracle daily.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Working as PA~!

Feeling blue all over..



Didnt really sleep yesterday night.It like near 11pm, I got myself to sleep and then woke up at 2am. Guess I was really excited after all!! So I spend that few hours surfing net and watching video. =D

Reach Julian house at 7.40am for a brief on the equipment and set out around 8.30am. Went to Suntech and set up. The office view was nice!! Is like the you can see the Singapore flyer and the vast sea which had tiny sizes of ships on it. ^^....so nice!! Do abit of push up and fisting around in that enclose area and losing all round of chess found in MacBook pro. =/

So after set up, I wait 2 hours plus doing nothing!! LOLX!!! Then wait for the group shot and everything ended. Went to eat together with Julian and then went to his house help him cut transparency.
I really trim the wooden ruler well. Maybe the waist line of the ruler is afew cm shorter. At the end of the job task. I not only trim the transparency but also the poor wooden ruler! XD

Working as PA make me more certain what kind of worklife I want and the role I wanted to take. Although it just a part time job and it like weekly job, the exposure is great for me!





Alec Greven - How to talk to Girls




I am giggling while watching this video. Question pop up along with what he say. I`m just wondering is he really just a kid or an adult. No offend but I guess you really need to watch it yourself..

Got this while I go poke in my friend blog.


Speechless.....I really want to know does he know about stock market. Does a 9 yr old kid know stock market? o_o||...sweat

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Yuan Man 21th BB









The 3 idiot!!

Oh yea!!! One of my brother 21th birthday!! Still can remember that I rush down to Yee tee from pasir ris park after the NN july birthday. =D

Really love the BBQ and the pictures just express how fun it is!! =D