Thursday, April 29, 2010

9th week in bmt

So finally I spend 9 weeks in Bmt. I still remember the day when my family and friends accompany me to Puala Tekong which is also name as the happy island. Well, not exactly a happy island.

Spending confinement weeks and getting culture shock which almost everyone experience. It could be positive or negative feeling. No doubt for me was an exciting one. Getting into healthy habit or sleeping and waking up and healthy diet was one thing I really like it.

The training was quite alright but the weather is unbearable at times in the noon. It`s kinda disappointing whenever you are feeling high but your body is giving your problems. One of the things that alway motivate you is your buddy and army friends by your side.

The discipline there is strict and somehow it seen my company have a culture of confining people. I have 2 and I just have to suck thumb and forget it. I couldnt feel any better ever since I got 2 confinement within the same week.

Despite the punishment, I cannot think negative although I am now because I still got another 9 weeks to go. I take everything as an experience in way of life. It`s like preparing us mentally and physically. It`s tough and exciting in bmt but I wonder will I really get to endure till pop. =O

No pain no gain

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Going in Puala Tekong as an recuit wasnt fun and in fact it is more tough I can imagine. Every single day pass with determination and the love to strive for myself. The training and making friends with fellow bunk mates as well as company mates happen through training etc; running together under the hot sun at the Red Track encouraging each other.

Brain cell drying up along with the days in the camp. Things forgotten and so are some people. Everyday was a tough one. I alway tell myself to think positive at all time even my physical is struggling. Falling sick and leg injury was part of the experience during training.

What I like about tekong is the sound of nature and the sea view. The cloud is just fantastic, you can look afar without any tall building blocking it. Weird and interesting shape that float pass my head. Changing color from pink to orange during the morning and evening. The best thing not to miss indeed.

Ever since last year, few questions hide under the shadow of my past. It wasnt easy to solve the problems, in fact it couldnt be solve. Few days ago, in the early morning watching the blossom of the tree. I told myself.

" Somewhere only we know'